May 22, 2003 Thursday 8.51 PM
I'm tired. My head aches.

Anyway, I went to school for the usual officer's meeting. Sheez! The things I do for sempai.

BTW, why do some ISP providers have weird names? I've heard of Matrix, Blast, and now, Fuel! What the?!

And, I'm gonna change my layout in a week or so. Plus, I'm hunting for the best comment box to use.

Oh, before I forget... the Pantheon had a meeting yesterday at G4. The three goddesses were there except for maia. Hmm.. Sam even gave a rune reading.. was that what they call it? Anyway, I left early. They went to see Matrix reloaded.

I was just wondering what they meant for knight. Hmm... *smiles*

Anyway, ube, I'm trying to "de-fog" my mind.

ej-chan out.


May 21, 2003 Wednesday 1.35 AM
I just got from Tanay Rizal last Sunday night. Hmm.. I posted just now because I was really exhausted from that "Leadership Training Seminar" that I attended.

It was fun. We had a lot of activities during the four day stay at the camp site. Activities included hiking, rappelling, wall climbing, survival cooking and some team-building activities.

...i'm still too lazy to tell the details. Maybe, I'll type it some other time.

Oh, I won the BEST IN RAPPELLING AWARD! n_n


ej-chan out.

May 22, 2003 Thursday 8.51 PM
I'm tired. My head aches.

Anyway, I went to school for the usual officer's meeting. Sheez! The things I do for sempai.

BTW, why do some ISP providers have weird names? I've heard of Matrix, Blast, and now, Fuel! What the?!

And, I'm gonna change my layout in a week or so. Plus, I'm hunting for the best comment box to use.

Oh, before I forget... the Pantheon had a meeting yesterday at G4. The three goddesses were there except for maia. Hmm.. Sam even gave a rune reading.. was that what they call it? Anyway, I left early. They went to see Matrix reloaded.

I was just wondering what they meant for knight. Hmm... *smiles*

Anyway, ube, I'm trying to "de-fog" my mind.

ej-chan out.


May 21, 2003 Wednesday 1.35 AM
I just got from Tanay Rizal last Sunday night. Hmm.. I posted just now because I was really exhausted from that "Leadership Training Seminar" that I attended.

It was fun. We had a lot of activities during the four day stay at the camp site. Activities included hiking, rappelling, wall climbing, survival cooking and some team-building activities.

...i'm still too lazy to tell the details. Maybe, I'll type it some other time.

Oh, I won the BEST IN RAPPELLING AWARD! n_n


ej-chan out.

May 15, 2003 Thursday 7.58 PM
I don't want to be alone again.
I don't want to lose you.
You're the only one I have.
Please don't leave me.
Please, please...

I still can't stop crying. Emotions don't trigger me to cry... but this is really different. She's really that important in my life.

I'm really stupid to act like that.
Sorry.

Just afraid I will fall in love with you
Dare not let myself be too close to you
Afraid I’ve got nothing to offer you
To love you may require a lot of courage too


ej-chan out.


Thursday 2.24 AM
I just attended The Pantheon Summit held yesterday afternoon. All the goddesses were present including the ube goddess. The people... mia, maia, isis, harle, ekai, lantis, dog, mike, nate, and me! n_n

Anyway, we ate at Sbarro... I just ate half of my half baked zitti (that would make it 1/4). Stupid ortho appliance! By the way, I'm not allowed to drink soda anymore. *sigh* Me want soda!! We, I mean they shopped while I carried ube's stuff. Then, we went to the bookstore to shop for books and other stuff. Hmm.. nothing interesting happened.. they somewhat disappeared into thin air. So, I went minding my own business at the Chemistry section of the bookstore. (I found out that NaCl's melting point is 810°C, which would be hard to achieve using the kitchen stove. Plus, I got absorbed by this Physical Chemistry book which my sempai uses. It was one kewl book!) I was there for around an hour or so until ube texted me to meet her at the Astrology section. Hehe... they were worried that I have already left. We even sat at the floor in the bookstore. n_n ("talk about tambayan" as Sam said.)

It was fun, yet tiring.. plus I got a little bit.. ah never mind.

I still owe ube a massage.

Ube! *sob* major selos kanina! *sob* i can't blame her.. but i'm just too "fuxing" (got this one from yah) jealoused kanina. =c

* * *

And as for you, you don't need to love, loving is just for people with feelings, you don't have feelings remember? Take my advice.. stop thinking about her. You will only be very, very disappointed knowing one day that she already left you for someone else. Wake up! It's just a dream.. it's just a mere dream. Get real. She's perfect and your not.


ej-chan out.



May 12, 2003 Monday 3.03 AM
*gasps for breath* ..major bonding with my li'l cousins and brothers. It was fun. We re-enacted a scene from a war movie (was it Saving Private Ryan?). Hmm.. it wasn't actually a re-enactment. We just built two bases and threw pillows at each other. It was fun! During the course of our play, we broke one frame, which nonetheless could be fixed. n_n Anyway, we played from 1-3am. Talk about past bedtime escapades.

I'm sooo mean. I got ube's pic in my harddisk. n_n
Bottomline, she's cute.. for an ube. ;P

Anyway, I also filched her code that disables the right-click function just to test whether I'm still capable of the things I used to do at our school's computer lab. Let's just say, I took a peep on other people's grades at SBC. n_n

Don't worry ube, I won't use the code. Plus, I'm keeping the pic for myself.

AND, to the paramecium who messed up with the goddesses: I'm STILL capable of doing that thing I used to do.

Quote-and-quote:
Let the games fucking begin. - Mia d.


ej-chan out.



May 9, 2003 Friday 7.11 PM
nothing but pennies in my pocket. *Mandy Moore - In My Pocket*

I am REALLy tired (and quite broke). I was at school for 7 hours performing my tasks as an assistant secretary. My muscles are cramped. My legs are shaking. I need a massage.

Anyway, here are the results from one cute test from Ferrett's Domain.

You are 98.72% pure.
For details... click here.

Am I that naive or just plain ignorant?

Hmm.. as far as I can recall, I slept around 4.10am. I chatted the night away. Chatting is a social addiction. Hmm.. I do have an addiction afterall. *thinks deeply* Wait. I did have an addiction even before chatting.. I'm addicted to her.

To the Goddess in glasses ©_©: your such a nice sis.
Anyway, please remember to give me your glasses once you're in contacts. You promised.

Plug-in: Maia, eli-chan, and the other peeps at #tokyochat and #heartofsword. Thanks for last night! err.. last morning! or was it yesterday's today? WHATEVER!


ej-chan out.

May 8, 2003 Thursday 3.02 PM
I finally got my phone cord back. Err.. actually, I borrowed one from the other house. n_n

Hehe... rumors have it, but I hope I'll be adopted by the goddesses. n_n

Anyway, bad news on my Sodium production plan. I couldn't get NaCl to melt. The testtube would shatter even before the NaCl would start to melt. *sigh* Three testtubes were wasted on the experiment. Anyway, I'll try an evaporating dish or even a pan next time. The next problem arose... I forgot what electrode would be used in this experiment. I had two choices: carbon rods or copper rods. In this case, I'll just use both. n_n

I'm currently listening to *looks at playlist* "The Hardest Day" by The Corrs (featuring Alejandro Sanz). *sniff-sniff* I always get a little sentimental when I hear this song... especially when I see the sad mtv.

never gonna forget every single thing you do. loving you was my finest hour; leaving you, the hardest day of my life.

*sniff-sniff* *sob*

*faint voice (probably my alter ego)* Stop being sooo sentimental. That song's not meant for you.. she won't leave you.

ej-chan out.

May 5, 2003 Monday 5.18 PM
K-A-W-A-I-I!!!!

Meteor Garden is one heck of a show!!

Actually, its a Chinese soap opera. It was based on the anime Hana Yori Dango. Watch it on channel 6... 3.30pm weekdays. n_n

ej-chan out.

May 3, 2003 Saturday 9.51 PM
What could I say? I slept all day. I (actually, my body) needed to rest.

I again went to the dentist to have one of my pre-molar tooth removed. Hehe.. I get to eat yogurt and ice-cream for five days straight again!

I'm listening to HIM's (somewhat the name of the band) Join me. By the way, Gregorian has also a remake of Join me. The lyrics are actually quite weird but I like the melody. n_n

would you die tonight for love? would you die? join me in death.

Kewl lyrics ne? Wait till you hear the song.

ej-chan out.


1.54 AM
WHOA! I can't believe what I saw in the mirror. I never thought I had firm muscles. It has been a long time since I wore a sleeveless shirt... thus the reason of not seeing my "toned" muscles.

You may call me vain if you want... but, it's true. Anyway, my next plan is to gain some fat near my wrists. I already got the theoretical aspect of the adipose tissue storing excess carbohydrates.. the problem now is: what food has a good ratio between carbohydrates present per gram. Can you help me out a little guys?

ej-chan out.

May 2, 2003 Friday 2.25 PM
Major bad trip! My whole morning was wasted! I woke up around 5.45 am to go to UST for a meeting with the Pharmacy Student Council. I waited in front of the main bldg. (commonly mistaken as the chapel) for 30 minutes only to find out that there was no meeting... the guard didn't even allow me to enter the building to check whether there were people in Room 221.

So, I went home...

...and scanned a pic of Daphne Oseña. n_n

Isn't she cute? Haaay!!!

The pic looks a little bit crappy. Click here for a bigger version of the pic.


ej-chan out.

6.25 AM
...just promise me these: bestfriend before boyfriend, and, I won't lose you.

...you won't. It might be hard to believe, but I DO love you. You always come first, you always will.

ej-chan out.


12.10 AM
OMG! OMG! OMG!
I'm so happy! After some days, I finally talked to my bestfriend. n_n

And yes... I can now smile (after two or three days of not smiling).

Anyway, my mom lifted the no-phone usage punishment.. but she still won't give me my room phone. And, she even said "hi" to my bestfriend on the phone.

Hmm.. isis wanted me to tell you guys that she misses you all! Fortunately, she already has load. ^_'

blah, blah, blah. Mixing thiocyanate ion (aqueous) and Ferric chloride (also aqueous) would make Ferric thiocyanate... which is a mixture with the color of blood. It's one kewl effect! I even tried it in front of my siblings and they freaked out to see "blood" gushing out of my arms.

Wait, I can't stay up late... I got a meeting tomorrow. Hmm.. not sleeping wold be a good idea.

ej-chan out.